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Unplugged days: Fear (updated)
Sunday, 7/19/2026 I’m feeling fearful right now. It’s so dominant, making me feel so weak. Though I know there is nothing I can do about it, it’s still so scary. Haha, ironic that I fear stupidity because the consequences can sometimes be immeasurable, meaning “You are done. You do not have a second chance to…
Unplugged days: Random notes
Finished 80% of the blog updates, looks decent now. Felt so much frustration but at the same time, have learned a lot. Again, everything happens for a reason. It’s probably time to give my blog a new look. Fresher. Brighter. More organized. Much like how I am feeling about myself. Finally got the Internet back…
Fucking tired of WordPress
Wednesday, 7/8/2026 Fucking tired of WordPress. Having zero knowledge about web design and now don’t know where to start to make my blog look and work normally. Fuck me, this is beyond frustrating. Bed time. Fuck this day.
Days 11 & 12 without social media
Tuesday, 6/30/2026 Yesterday was chaotic and full of self-anger. I swear I swore a lot. I felt bad but was frustrated at the same time. I’ve realized since giving birth, I get frustrated easily and started swearing. It’s been getting worse recently. It’s a sign of losing self-control. I’m aware of it. I know that’s…
Day 10 without social media
Monday, 6/29/2026 I had a lazy day but managed to finish several things. First, I tidied up the living room, especially the shared workspace to the point where I was able to be happy about it. It feels so good to live in a clean and organized environment. Second, I got my blood work done.…
Day 9 without social media
Sunday, 6/28/2026 Fed M a breakfast of egg-coated fried bread, yogurt with banana jam and blackberries. Did the laundry. Played with M and put him down for a nap. Cooked lunch. I thought there was still some leftover breakfast bread for M but we actually ate it all. I just gave him some cookies as…