Saturday, 6/27/2026
It was a relaxing day. We all woke up late since it was the weekend. I fed M a breakfast of corn pancakes, banana jam, and blackberries. For lunch, he had yogurt with banana jam, stewed pork and carrots, avocado, cheese, small cookies, and a few cherries. We went to a Chinese buffet for dinner. M’s belly was rounded and firm when we left. He had a good time there with plenty of food, lots of people and children around, music, noise, and so many things to watch. It was so great not having to cook, feed him, clean, or give him a bath. I felt so free, and I was enjoying my evening so much.
I thought about the silence of a crowd. It was cruel sometimes. But “c’est la vie”. Sounds cliché, yet it is so true.
I thought about MC’s silence and realized that my passive anger was rising. I wanted to stop. I didn’t want to always be the one reaching out. It was painful.
The end.
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