I ordered an abstract painting. It’s not really packed with details. Basically, the painting depicts a small, glossy, red ball-shaped thing as the focal point, near the center of the canvas, flanked by two huge, brownish-red cylindrical shapes in the bottom half. The top half of the painting is just a yellowish brown background of various shades, which bring to mind the warm colors of sunset or the subtle textures of a wall. There’s no action happening in the painting, giving a serene and static atmosphere, allowing viewers to have their own thoughts and feelings without interruptions. The painting’s warm tone with earthy muted colors added its calming effect.
When I first saw the painting, I could relate to it right away. My first impression was that of being stuck. The red object, which looked like a cherry, was being wedged between the two giant stone pillars with no way out. Like the cherry, I felt trapped between my reality and my desires. But the painting doesn’t give a pessimistic or hopeless feeling as the cherry is still shiny and round and hasn’t been messed up by the stones. The cherry is on top of the cleft, not in the bottom, so it’s not all bad. Furthermore, the painting’s yellow and red undertones don’t make it look muddy, dull, heavy or distressed. I saw myself in the cherry, feeling stuck and still didn’t know how to escape but at the same time it was like I was taking a break and letting things be.
Whenever I looked at the painting, I always pondered how the cherry could get out of it until one day when S and I talked about it. He thought it was not the cherry but a marble and the giant pillar-looking objects were 2 loaves of bread. How amazing! Marble and bread – they have nothing in common but his imagination was incredibly boundless. It reflected his unconstrained freedom and warrior spirit in his mind. There are challenges but they’re not true obstacles. What can stop a marble in its way when all hindrances are just loaves of bread.
Begin life at forty 