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Weekly Notes: February 9–15, 2026

This week wasn’t dramatic. That’s good. I’m tired from lack of sleep and wrist pain, but M’s 9-month milestones are impressive, and his sleep regression seems to be over. That’s a big relief. Feeding him formula is still challenging, though. I took better care of the house and felt more connected to myself. There were…

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Feeling Bad

Saturday, 02/07/2026 M had a crappy sleep again. He’s not eating much either. He’s fine with solid food but breastmilk/formula is still the main source of nutrition until he’s one. I’ve never been confident about my milk supply — always doubt that I have enough, so I try to feed him an extra 4 oz…

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I don’t have much to write

Wednesday, 02/04/2026 Praying and reading help me calm down and stop comparison and continue the journey to find the parts of my lost self. Monday, 02/02/2026, to do: • feed M breakfast (leftover, oatmeal, cod, chicken, peas, avocado) • have brunch (stewed beef, kale and rice) • put dishes away • run dryer • fold…

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