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Happy New Year 2026

I haven’t written in a long time. I’m still who I am. Old, feeling stuck, and struggling to gain some independence. Wishing myself peace and good health. The same to you all—and whatever it is you’re wishing for, if you happen to read this.

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Our Baby’s Nursery

At week 34 of the pregnancy, we felt pretty confident. We had gathered most of the essentials for our baby, including the nursery furniture and decorations, and we thought there was still plenty of time to put everything together. However, things didn’t go as planned. I ended up delivering at week 37—three weeks earlier than…

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I Hate Dropshipping: Walmart Order, Amazon Delivery — at Double the Price

I usually order Purina Fancy Feast Seafood Grilled Collection from Walmart — always shipped and sold by Walmart directly. Last time I ordered, the website showed the product with the same image and said I’d bought it 5+ times. So I just added into the cart without thinking, didn’t even check the price, because I…

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